Life as we know it... for now

So I haven't blogged in months. Once that little girl of ours started walking, it has been non-stop but in a wonderful, fun, exciting way! She's talking up a storm, discovering everything around her, running around all over the place and filling our days with lots of joy & laughter.Life took an interesting turn two weeks ago when I got a call from the love of my life telling me that his company had laid him off. We've been down that road before but not on one salary. Today was the start of no more paychecks from them, no longer being covered by insurance and a LOT of hope for the future.

I don't know how to say much without giving details that I shouldn't give about a place that I have little... ok, NO... trust in. 80% of the people he worked with are genuine, hard-working and ethical. Is that me finding the positive? I would rather say that than tell you about my feelings, knowledge and emotions toward the other 20% involved.

We know that God will hold us through this... we just aren't sure what that means right now. We always have landed on our feet and in a better place in so many ways. I'm sure that will be the case once again but don't know what lessons, struggles and adventures are ahead for us. I just know that I'm grateful we have a faith that lets us doubt, lean and praise along the way.

I posted on Facebook tonight: "enough with the drama. grown-ups are so ridiculous. especially rich ones who don't understand integrity and true wealth." it is not an insult on those with money but hurled instead at those who choose to not walk with integrity when acquiring such riches.

I'm thankful this day after Valentine's Day that we spent a whole $1.08 on a balloon at the Dollar Tree for my daughter to enjoy ("boon! boon!" one of her faves!) and that my hunny used the rest of a gift card to surprise me with a Sonic ice cream treat. I would be thankful if there was nothing. I would be thankful if there was more. I am thankful because God has blessed us with a wonderful family, including the love of my life and my baby sweetheart (her name even means sweetheart!!). No extravagance here, just the simplicity of the daily love that I am so grateful for and often take for granted!!